Well the day has come, tomorrow we go in and up to the ward ready for WEDNESDAY, this is the day of her operation. This is going to be the worst day of my life, I can not imagine the waiting, watching the clock willing the hands to move round and at the same time dreading the surgeon coming to see us, not knowing what to expect whether it is with relief or tears from what he tells us. Then having to face our little beauty and seeing what she has just been put through. BOB has got a lot to answer for, whilst she is in surgery she is also having her port taken out from under her ribs on one side and then a double hickman is going to be put in too, so her little body is going to have cuts all over. So much for a little girl to endure.
Please if you can light a candle for Fraja and send her positive thoughts, she is going to need it all, and if you would like to take part in wearing something pink or white in support of Fraja that too would be wonderful as a lot of people have asked if it is ok to do this and wanted to send their wishes. Garry and I want to thank you all for keeping up with our baby and the encouraging posts to her, we read them to her and a few have made her smile. Lots have made me cry but a lot have given me the strength I need to keep on going. The next few days are going to be tough, I will try and update when Fraja is out and let you know how she is doing.
